Flat broke, rent is due tomorrow, and im having relationship problems cause of fuckin dumb shit i did.

Went to rehab 18 months ago, and for the first time since then, the urge to drink is fucking crazy. I’m resisting only because it won’t make anything better, but i want something, anything to put me in a better mood for a while.

It’ll pass but goddamn I hate this and it sucks.