I met someone on discord last year, and I don’t quite have the words to describe the lead up. One minute we were gaming and the next minute I was in their apartment 1200 miles away, but like I said, the feelings were unreal and I can’t imagine ever finding anything like it again. Ngl a part of me feels like it will forever be pretty empty. Didn’t really scratch the surface of how much it meant to me but yeah, sometimes it’s hard to ever imagine moving on. Sucks
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truly feels quite awful
But yeah my fuck up was mostly self-sabotaging, went way too fast and made them think it was going to last. I tried my damndest to like them despite not being physically attracted and really should have cut it off much earlier. But god the way they made me feel made it impossible, in fact I’m still second guessing myself. Appreciate your words, maybe there is still hope out there