CW: Mental health, depression
My life is getting worse because I keep flipping between here and :reddit:, refreshing and reading things instead of doing stuff. It’s some form of deep depression I don’t wish on anybody.
Sometimes I wish I was an NPC and could just tune all thus out and care about the local sports ball team or something. IDK, I’ve had a tough year and I’m just so out of it at this point.
IDK what to do
It sounds like you are falling in despair bc you don’t know how you can solve the problems you know. Incountable things happen at the same time after all.
Try looking for and sharing with more people outside reddit and lemmy. Say hi to those around you, and ask how they are doing. Sharing experiences in different contexts helps to learn and to live better. You could find things you can solve and things that make you happier. Cheers